49 dead
maybe their names don’t matter
maybe i should just call them all by my own name
49 carey’s dead
would that make you feel something
but this is not all about me
this is about Andrea and Mercedes
this is about Geraldo and Jerald
this is about Luis
Luis
Luis
Luis
because four of them died that night
when their pulses were firing full blast
wrists and jugulars throbbing in time to the dance floor
hearts watching
because here
here it was supposed to be safe
safe to love, hold hands, dance hip to hip
and be
a dance floor is sanctity
latinx night at the club
49 dead
49 dead
49 dead
49 dead
let’s dance
let’s writhe to the beat of drums and guitar
let’s feel our heritage dancing in our hips
movement is safety
says the rabbit
says the prey
movement is safety
and i’m going to stand here
still
and tell you that love must go on
and tell you that i grieve for my siblings that died that night
and for Matthew Shepard and Harvey Milk
and for my friends that were broken for their gay
broken for identity
broken for love
let love prevail
49 dead
i light this candle for you all
for Luis
for Luis
for Luis
for Luis
Touchy Subjects (DW Survivor)
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Touchy Subjects
“Men are afraid women will laugh at them.
Women are afraid men will kill them.” – Margaret Atwood
they used to say never discuss politics with friends
but how can i tell if you value my life without such discussions
particularly now
with Trump at the helm
waiting impatiently for...
if they had gotten in when congress people still filled the hall
the mob, the riotous crowd,
intent on their revolution against this country
there would have been more than five dead
more damage, more death
more rape
i know this because i’ve heard the threats against strong women
against women in power
i know this because
i am a woman
i know this because i’ve seen people
so ready to explode
at the slightest touch they explode their anger
it spills from them like niagara falls
taking hold however they think they know how
i’ve seen men explode in anger
anger and politics and violence against women
they breach their own security and are out in the open
white supremacist at the helm
leading us not into temptation
but into anger
i do talk politics and i do prejudge
if his name speaks with sweetness from your mouth
and if you talk about her emails i will scream
to the ends of the earth
and we will not be friends still, again
because your politics are my life
and i prefer my friends to care about me and mine
i breach social protocol
and here we are.
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