a barrel of crabs
Oct. 28th, 2014 04:43 pmA barrel of crabs innocence lost too many visuals still clutter my mind in my nightmares i'm usually me, now, as-is, scared but the stories are repeated embellished they are from then the before time where everything is fuzzy and memories aren't always true it is taking a child and throwing her into a basket of crabs exposing delicate skin, delicate life to a slow death by pinching a flash of a butcher knife a pinch to the wrist the sound of confrontation pinch pinch pinch to the heart my soul has been leaking out for years bubblegum cannot stop the flow any more than a finger can heal the hole in a dam the voices stuck on repeat "I suck. I suck! I suck!!" everywhere a solid pinch to flesh and bone ichor dripping from me filling the atmosphere leaving me empty ( ) ( ) ( ) perhaps perhaps the barrel of crabs is full of nectar and ambrosia perhaps that will satisfy them more than my blood and leaking soul arms out i dive into the barrel falling slow falling fast i give in and trust
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This was written for ljidol season 9.