an introduction



i'm back again for this venerable game
to post my wit and words so wise…

        wait.

to /read/ some wit and words so wise
i'm proud to be here 
	back again 
glad to share what my fingers spew

poet, witch
mother, friend
partner, wife
where does it end
i'm just here to keep it going 
maybe find a little more of who
        I am

pretend to be a poet noble and true
hoping that this is not just drivel i'm writing here
i don't know how to do an introduction
without lists of things i am
or sounding like a personals ad
so here i am with hair very newly green again
telling you

that poetry is power

and i have it
i brought it here to stay 
(i'm told)
and take a bow 
(slipping in my own cocky blood)
hoping i am not too anemic these days
because poets bleed ink
with every strike of the keys
and i am no different
no better
no worse

welcome friends and opponents new
this should be fun
let's bring gary some shit




Watch me read it here: :

https://youtu.be/oVCXTq_7zI8?is=p4fwZ_BxtfoVvwAq
I opted for a broken toe. Like, I actually CHOSE for this to be done. The story is simple and medical - I had a bunion. I’d always heard about bunions and how they hurt, but I had never really thought about them. Apparently, I also never really knew what they were or how they were dealt with.

My big toe was crooked and pushing into its neighbor. This push caused its root to push out and that caused a bump and nerve pain and swelling. While walking I would suddenly have quick, intense pain that would often cause me to yelp and stop moving.

I found a podiatrist. The fix was not particularly easy: he could break my toe. Yup, elective surgery that involved my doctor shaving off part of my bone, breaking my toe, and putting titanium in there to hold it back together and in the correct angle while it fuses.

It’s been just shy of two weeks. I can put weight on my foot again, gently and slowly, preferably with a cane to steady and help. I’ve barely left the house since the surgery. I love my house, but am going a bit stir-crazy. What is wonderful is that I have friends who are utterly awesome! My husband has been walking the kidlet to school each morning. He took over almost all of my household tasks and chores while I have been healing. A couple of friends have been picking up our son from school and bringing him home or to swim class. Another has brought me lunch with leftovers while my husband works.

I may hurt, but I am so blessed to be given the time and resources to heal. Who am I? Grateful, loved, and ready to write!
“Who am I anyway?
Am I my resume?
That is a picture of a person I don't know.

What does he want from me?
What should I try to be?
So many faces all around, and here we go.
I need this job, oh God, I need this show.”

--A Chorus Line

Who am I? I am a mother, a fiance, a friend, a daughter, a sister, a teacher, a mentor, a poet. I am... human. LIke all of us reading this (well, except the cats looking at this from laps, they’re just higher beings). I’m a lot of things, but mostly, I’m just me. And somedays I know exactly who that is. Somedays I’m still just a little girl lost in her own skin.


(This is for LJ Idol Exhibit A http://therealljidol.livejournal.com/610188.html)

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